Thoughts.

練習、反省/Practice, reflection

今日//Today

昨夜人と言語学習鯖でずいぶん話しちゃって、結局朝八時、九時くらい寝た。

これ、朝寝と言うかな?

まぁ、とりあえずそれから悪い夢を見た。

空港で荷物をどこかで置いて忘れて、結局そろそろ次の便へ行かなきゃならんけど、まだ見つけなかった。

と、いう夢だった。

嫌な夢だな。

しかも、二週間後くらい、自分は別のところへ行く予定がある。

飛行機で。

さらに加えた嫌感。

んで、

最初で言ったのあの人、

先チェックしたら、もう鯖から抜けちゃったらしい。

......

抜けちゃったね。

人行ったり来たりばかりで、もうなんとなく慣れたんだが、やはり結構自分と話した相手がすぐいなくなったのが、ちょっと嫌だな。

でもまぁ、そうなるな。

相手自身の意思が、自分には関係ない。

今度、より鯖に残したい人と話せばいいな。

 

Last night I was chatting with someone in the language study (Discord) server, and eventually slept at around 8 or 9 in the morning.

So that's what people say as "asane" (sleep late in the morning) I guess?

Well anyway, I had a bad dream.

About a dream that I left my luggage at the airport and forgot to take it back, then still couldn't find it before my next flight is nearly there.

What a dream.

Moreover, I actually have to travel to somewhere else in two weeks,

by plane.

That annoys me even more.

And well,

that person that I've mentioned in the beginning,

seemed already gone from the server when I just have a check a while ago.

...

Gone.

Though I've already somewhat got used to people come and go, it still feels kinda displeasing when someone you've talked for quite a bit just left.

But well, so be it then.

I have nothing to do with the others' will.

Hope I can get to talk to someone who'd be interested to stay longer in the server next time.